Not cut out to be a single mom

It is really tough being here by myself taking care of Miranda and trying to keep house. It's a lot for one person to worry about. Single moms must be VERY busy and very hard-workers. I couldn't imagine having to do this all the time. I'm glad for now it's only for less than a month. I'm glad she's not a very fussy baby because then this would be a lot harder. All has been well here other than that. My friends are very nice and have been keeping me company. I finally got some laundry folded and put away yesterday. That made me feel good. Last night she didn't sleep well. I don't know why she isn't sleeping through the night anymore. I think it's because I can't swaddle her as tight as Adam does. This lack of sleep thing is really taking it's toll on me though especially since there isn't anyone around to let me take a nap. I don't think the rice cereal is really working out for us. It almost seems to make her spit up more and it's really hard to get it to flow just right. I think I'm going to give up on it for a little while until she's a little bigger and can handle a faster flow. It's just not worth the hassle and the mess, especially when I'm all by myself.